Saturday, March 28, 2015

It's been a year...over a year!

Yep, it's been over a year since I've posted.  Hard to believe.  'They' say, as you get older, time moves faster.  That's true...sometimes.  Sometimes it just drags...especially when you're going through tough times and you find you're wishing your life away.

I'm thinking about 2014 and all that happened.  Up until just recently, I really don't think I've had time to realize all that went on during the past year.  I suspect, since yesterday was the one year anniversary of my mother's passing, I suddenly put the brakes on.  Where did the year go?

And while my mind has been on rewind reviewing the year, I've been thinking about this blog.  Do I want to continue, do I want to continue in the same format, do I want to change the name?  After all, it's been a year of decisions, a year of change, a year of growth.

I just recently picked up my camera again.  It was like being reborn.  And I did a shoot in the snow...I didn't even feel the cold, it was such a euphoric experience.  So maybe, if I pursue this, I'll just concentrate on photos.  And then I thought about all my life changes and thought I might consider posting about that.

I know I'll come to a decision soon.  But, in the meantime and right now at this moment, I'm remembering Mom.  I smile when I visit the cemetery.  Yeah, I know, that's probably weird to a lot of people but, in my heart of hearts, I know how wonderful she is right now.  I'd love to be able to pick up the phone and call her but, someone recently reminded me that I can still talk to her.

So, on that note, I'm remembering all the great times and laughs and I'm off to give my Mom a 'call.'
May 4, 1916 - March 27, 2014